10 month hyperfixation long over but the identity crisis is still there. Not being on the top 6 for Galleons made me a little sad. Can't get into Tom's stuff anymore. Haven't really thought about Sergio's/Eugene's other music although I still have quick chats with them every now and then. Max is a f'kn legend though, only member whose music I listen to because I want to & not for nostalgia/pity. I think it's funny when people use their last.fm profile comment sections as diaries so I'll do that too. [A/N: I later deleted these off my profile out of embarrassment...]

not selling my signed galleons cd even though that shit could (somehow) easily sell for like, seven hundred buckaroos. Totally regular one sold for nearly $400... also changed pfps in response to aforementioned identity crisis, yay! 12 Oz. "Fitz" Mouse was so yesterday, DJ PON-3 is the moment. Sorry mom. Sorry dad.

swancore CD prices these days are totally jacked... probably due to multiple swan bands hardly producing them, if at all? The more bands complain about the swancore label the more I use the word. I guess yeah, at its worst it's an inescapable connection slapped onto anything musicians do if they did stuff with that sound in the past. It's just that the people/bands that are against the term are against it for the most stupid reasons possible, or at best are really awful at expressing their feelings. It's less "masturbatory and a clique" (Tom what the fuck did you mean by masturbatory) and moreso often used to help people easily find progressive post-hardcore with similar sounds. I actively avoid interacting with people, so I don't know if there's some internet circlejerks that give the word Swancore a bad look (aside from it feeling like it gets slapped onto everything at times).

(14/07/2025)

Unfortuantely, I haven't been run over by a truck but instead focusing on my other site on Nekoweb. It's just about the same as what this page was (DW, I haven't deleted any links and content). I hadn't moved hosts due to major issues with Neocities, but because... I had a dream, and I followed through with it, from using Nekoweb and creating an entirely new theme and layout. In the short amount of time I've had the new page, I've already added much more content than having this page for over a year. I guess a fresh breath of air was needed.

However, Neocities fans, fear not. I do dearly miss the more gritty, borderless, and dark theme of this page. I'm simply stumped on what the perfect use for it would be.
A mirror of the other page wouldn't be ideal, since there's multiple pages I feel wouldn't translate well onto here.
Some sort of archive for art or fandom media? Honestly, I can only see that being preferrable for fanfiction, due to Nekoweb having no limits for file types for non-paying users, even despite the lower free storage space.

You can speak to me via email (cadaverouscoda<at>proton<dot>me) or any other links on my Nekoweb page. At the moment, I'm websurfing until divine inspiration slaps me in the face. I refuse to give up, because I think this page is still gorgeous, and honestly, much more in my tastes than the website I created based on my dream. I'm just a slave to myself.
Always be offputting, always be perverted, and: