Mostly for on-the-spot manifestos or geek-outs or whatever. Don't expect often updates. Or entries to stay up for long. My Tumblr has more blog type posts. Everything you need to know about me is in justme. May not reflect my current beliefs. I am something that always changes but remains a constant. Sensitive topics may appear. I don't remember why Jonny Craig is on this page, but I'm scared to remove him.
Please don't make me go to therapy! For the week we made a schedule that I would follow. and I didn't do any-y-y-y-y-y coursework or studying... or even going outside. Many have given up on me, so I'm sort of just waiting to see how long it takes her to ragequit. I'm not a mopey venter all the time, just that depression is getting more difficult to handle growing into adult life (that I tried to avoid reaching). Listening into family "discussions" doesn't exactly help either, Maybe it's for the better I'm not a celeb. Talking with my buddy helps but he's never online often anymore since he has a life and school. No other interesting finds lately... not irl or on the web. I hope I can find a cool lamp soon. WAIT WTF. Going off script for a second. How have I never noticed the Him heartagram thing in the divider I use for every page... I feel like a moron
Current Location: The floor
Current Mood: Desperate
Current Music: Downtown Battle Mountain
(whole album. on loop. for hours.)
(STAND BACK. LET GO.)
Can't sleep.
Current Location: The floor
Current Mood: Hopeless
Current Music: More Money Morphine ~ The Audacity
I should format this page like Tyler's old Tumblr. Specifically before that + the issuesofficial Tumblr got hacked. Tried talking to some people (I find them when I can) about how I had some sort of nauseous feeling in my gut seeing the state of their blogs. Alongside using the wayback machine and having some aspects missing, like Instagram posts and audio clips. They sort of just laughed at me so I laughed at the void as well. I don't think I'm built to do anything, ever. Found a double suicide lover from Chicago, with extra mystery. I'll see how that goes.
Current Location: My desk
Current Mood: Patient
Current Music: Bloom ~ Coletta
copyeverything 2024-2025: attention all of my worst critics who were once the best of friends! you're all just crows on the power lines